xcatastrophicxaccidentx asked: that's not even what i'm trying to do... mary don't look at it that way.. just look at me.. look at us
nomore talk about us ..
xcatastrophicxaccidentx asked: then we can pick back up where we left off.. honestly it's not that bad... we've been through worse.. mary... please just let me be with you...
Now your just making me look like a bitch -_-
xcatastrophicxaccidentx asked: will you stop saying i deserve better than you. we're all equal... and i love you mary just grrr... let us fix things please... just a restart..
NO such thing as a restart, you deserve better
Anonymous asked: why wont you be with foreverfallen she seems amazing. and if you to love each other be together stop the nonsense shit happens and goes away love dont so be together and happy
It’s not easy i wish it was, i asked she wanted to fix things that simple thing just led to us digging a greater hole. plus she deserves better than me.
Anonymous asked: cont... / and i have to sit here and hear all about it when i cant even do anything about it. she doesnt even listen to anything i say because she loves you so fucking much. its so frustrating. no matter what i do to help this girl, she's to worried about how it'll affect you. while you're just over there treating her like a piece of shit. really dude? after everything she's done for you? you need to fuckin realize what you have and what you're doing to this amazing person.
You don’t know me so ill let this slip but you are noone to speak to me about my past relationship, nor how i am a bad person. Ashley is my ex now she’s still my friend i still care and love her what happens between is like stated “between” us, i’ve told her to move on i know it’s best for her because yes i am a shitty person but she doesn’t see that so that’s not my fault. She’s still my friend i still care about her and i’m still there for her. I’m assuming your a concerned friend of her’s so ill give you a heads up. You are never to speak to me like this again, I’m a person you don’t want to tick off simple as that you make of it what you will. You think you know about ashley and i and our relationship or anything you don’t know shit.
Anonymous asked: you dont deserve ashley. shes too good for you. she gives you everything she has. shes been there for you even when she shouldn't have been. she's a good person. one of the best and nicest people i know. she doesnt deserve the bullshit you put her through. if you really love her the way you say you do, you wouldnt do half the shit you do. i really dislike you just for the way you treat her. the way you make her feel. the things you make her wanna do. ...
Anonymous asked: I Think You And Ashley Should Be Together. You Guys Were So Happy. Don't Let Fights And Stupid Moments Ruin What You Guys Had. Love Last Forever Don't Let Go of Ashley, She Loves You More Than Anything. I Really Hope You Two Come Around And Are Together Again.
I agree ash and i should be together but sadly it doesn’t seem like that’s going to happen anytime soon. I care about her very dearly and that’s why it’s best that she moves on it’s best for us all.
Drown your self in your fucking tears its your fault anyways right? Well everyone keeps saying its my fault so it must be. to relapse is to look weak but can’t fight it anyone, why can’t anyone hear my screams of help…..
I lay here hoping there is a god, praying someone will help me, praying im not psychotic enough to go threw with this bullshit plan.
Knowing everyone is encouraging your ex to date other people while you sit back and just watch…..don’t think im over her but everyone blames me especially her…don’t know where it all went wrong only thing left is to bleed this night away.
She makes me suicidal…she thinks I kid lets see what she’ll think when I swallow these pills wash them down with done vodka well see then what she has to say.
After like a year and so months I relapsed …..forgot how a blade felt…what my blood looked like.
